It’s been a while since I last wrote and update this blog and now, I am here as I take this time to reflect on myself. Someone asked me, “why you are not going out?”. And I replied, “because I don’t know; I rather stay at home and sleep.” And then he asked me again, why???. I don’t exactly know how I am going to reply and give him a satisfying answer. It is just really, I prefer to stay at home and do nothing. And then we had a deep conversation about it. And I came to asked myself as well, WHY??Why I’m afraid to go out? Why I…