An open letter to you..

I know you used to loved me and I am very grateful for those times.

I know people change, change for some reasons. Reasons that we are always curious about.

I just was happy that once in my life, I was able to love and be loved. Thank you for all the memories we shared, for the laughter and tears.

Thank you for everything! I really mean it.  I know at certain points, we will keep on hurting and disappointing each other.

Yes, I am broke. Broke and in pain. And I know I brought this upon myself. I build expectations which I know impossible to happened. Things that I am hoping will bring you back to me.

Things that will wreck the wall between us but I guess, we will never ever go back to way we used to be.

I loved you that’s why it hurts and I am just thankful to be able to experience it.

I am being selfish, I keep on asking for the things that can only make me happy and I neglect to see what you need instead to be happy. As love is not selfish, it is generous.

I promise, I will be happy for whatever makes you happy even if that means, ME not being part of it and setting you free.

It’s tearing me up but I know I will be able to face you someday with a big smile and be grateful for whatever decision I have made. I love you and will always will.

 

—외로운 소녀

 

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