I was actually inspired by BTS’ Jin song entitled “ephiphany”. Such a simple word but has a very deep meaning. A moment of sudden realization or revelation.
I am a proud ARMY (BTS fandom), through the years I’ve been following them, their music, their story and their everyday lives. I have learned lot of things from them. I was inspired by them. Some may not actually understood me or sometimes misinterpret me or might even asked why I admire them. They help me realized what I want.
I am very grateful for their existence. They help me go through the tough times, times when no one care, times when I am fighting the loneliness alone, times when I feel like giving up. They made me want to live again. Each members keep on reminding us to love ourselves which I almost forgot. I was busy caring for others, busy loving them and making sure that they are happy that I neglect to love myself.
In life, we are so busy comparing our life to the life of others. We keep on pressuring ourselves to live up to the expectation of society. We are always in rush to achieve something but everything is a process and there’s always an appointed time. So what if you can’t figure it out yet? Just go with the flow. Enjoy the moment. Don’t overthink. Don’t pressure yourself. Take time to figure out what is it that you want, what are the things that can make you truly happy.
It’s my mistake that I allow myself to be stressed out by the things that GOD already planned for me. First, learn to value and love yourself. The answer is always within you. Take a break and simply look back. While we are in rush we tend to forget our real destination and keeps on going the wrong direction.
I am not sure if someone can read this or not. I just wanted to express myself. I am actually just writing whatever am feeling right now. While wearing my earphone and playing BTS’s song as bgm. You know trying to be sentimental. But I want to say, YOU DID GREAT so far and keeps on striving! FIGHTING!
I would like to end it by saying I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY 🙂
-here’s the MV
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