As I was watching the sunset yesterday, a thought suddenly came into my mind – I often used to say to you that I am a Sunflower and you are my SUN. Maybe my Sun needs to set down so I can experience the Moon. And I thought to myself- that you aren’t bad and so the memories that we shared. Maybe you have another purpose as a Sun not just to shine for this Sunflower. I am starting and slowly accepting that you are not meant for me.
Just like the Irony of life, I have to experience and endure the heat first in order to see the amazing and captivating Sunset. Not all Endings are bad, just like the Sunset. Maybe we just did not end our relationship in a nice and and expected way but I was not regreting all the precious memories that we had. I was not regretting that I allow myself to welcome you and trust you in life despite having the traumas that I had. You are still the Serendipity that I was grateful for.
You are the person that I was not really expecting but gave me such joy that I thought I will not be able to feel anymore. Maybe, my role as a Sunflower will be to watch you rise and set. As not all beautiful things needs to be mine.
I am going to continue to be a Sunflower, until I find the perfect purpose that is meant for me. I will continue to be that Sunflower that you will wish and hope you continue to shed your sunshine through.
