A found this beautiful word which connotes “the love that remains”. This was YOU. Tomorrow is the day that supposedly I am looking forward the MOST but it became just an ordinary DAY. You know what, I am still everyday wearing the Sunflower bracelet gift that you gifted me last Christmas, to remind myself that once I was loved, that once I was happy and that even we did not end up together – I have precious memories to look…
As I was watching the sunset yesterday, a thought suddenly came into my mind – I often used to say to you that I am a Sunflower and you are my SUN. Maybe my Sun needs to set down so I can experience the Moon. And I thought to myself- that you aren’t bad and so the memories that we shared. Maybe you have another purpose as a Sun not just to shine for this Sunflower. I am starting and…
It’s been more than a week now since my heart was shattered, truly loving someone with all you have is a great blessing and a curse. I am often wondering, do I really deserved this pain and disappointments? Did I do something bad in my past life or current life, that’s why the universe is shattering and punishing me. It is not easy to accept things as is. I am always questioning myself, why? I’ve got thousands of whys. I…
I am here writing this to you. I am not sure if you will be able to read it or not. But still, I would like to let you know these things for the last time. I am still hurting, I don’t know what else should I do now. I am like a shattered glass, a puzzle with a missing piece. I don’t know how I am going to carry on with my life. I know healing will take time…