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Tears

March 28th, 2020 / Categories: My Space / No Comments »


Tears start to fall when I think of all the years to seconds that we spent together.

Tears that reminds me how truly blessed I am

Tears that wanted to show how grateful I am

Tears of happiness, tears of love, tears of regrets

These tears that makes my heart stronger.

You’re the source of these tears.

You were my tears and hoping you will continue to be…


Though the tears had no healing power, they took off the edge of pain


      






  

    
THE DOOR TO MAGIC SHOP 

  

  

    August 17th, 2018         / Categories: My Space    /
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BTS- magic shop


(I’ll quote the lyrics that I like)


I know you’re hesitating

After all, I’m back in the scars

I will not say anything that makes you feel strong

I will tell you my story


I said something

You said you were gonna win

I did not believe (really)

Could I win

This miraculous miracle

We made it

(No) I was here

You came to me

I do believe your galaxy

I want to hear your melody

Your stars in the Milky Way

How you can plant your sky

At the end of my despair

Do not forget I finally found you

You were standing at the edge of the cliff

My last reason

Live


I want to disappear forever

Let’s make a door. It’s in your heart

Open the door and this place will wait

Magic Shop


Drink a cup of warm tea

Looking up at the Milky Way

You’ll be fine oh This is Magic Shop


Like a rose flower

Like a cherry tree

Like a morning glory

Like a beautiful moment

I always want to be the best

So I was impatient and I was always nervous

Comparisons with others have become routine

My desire to be a weapon made me angry and irrational

But then, looking back, in fact

I do not think I wanted to be the best

I wanted to be upset and touched

I want to take your sadness and pain


I want to disappear forever

Let’s make a door. It’s in your heart

Open the door and this place will wait

Magic Shop


If I was afraid of everything, could you believe me?

All the sincere time left

All your answers are here

In your mind in your Milky Way


You gave me the best of me

So you’ll give the best of you

You found me. You knew me

You gave me the best of me

So you’ll give the best of you

You’ll find it in your galaxy


credits to the rightful owner

      






  

    
EPIPHANY 

  

  

    August 17th, 2018         / Categories: My Space    /
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I was actually inspired by BTS’ Jin song entitled “ephiphany”. Such a simple word but  has a very deep meaning. A moment of sudden realization or revelation.


I am a proud ARMY (BTS fandom), through the years I’ve been following them, their music, their story and their  everyday lives. I have learned lot of things from them. I was inspired by them. Some may not actually understood me or sometimes misinterpret me or might even asked why I admire them. They help me realized what I want.


I am very grateful for their existence. They help me go through the tough times, times when no one care, times when I am fighting the loneliness alone, times when I feel like giving up. They made me want to live again. Each members keep on reminding us to love ourselves which I almost forgot. I was busy caring for others, busy loving them and making sure that they are happy that I neglect to love myself.


In life, we are so busy comparing our life to the life of others. We keep on pressuring ourselves to live up to the expectation of society. We are always in rush to achieve something but everything is a process and there’s always an appointed time. So what if you can’t figure it out yet? Just go with the flow. Enjoy the moment. Don’t overthink. Don’t pressure yourself. Take time to figure out what is it that you want, what are the things that can make you truly happy.


It’s my mistake that I allow myself to be stressed out by the things that GOD already planned for me. First, learn to value and love yourself.  The answer is always within you. Take a break and simply look back. While we are in rush we tend to forget our real destination and keeps on going the wrong direction.


I am not sure if someone can read this or not. I just wanted to express myself. I am actually just writing whatever  am feeling right now. While wearing my earphone and playing BTS’s song as bgm. You know trying to be sentimental. But I want to say, YOU DID GREAT so far and keeps on striving! FIGHTING!


I would like to end it by saying I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY 🙂


-here’s the MV




 

      






  

    
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    July 22nd, 2018         / Categories: My Space    /
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To you


Through my silence,I  hope you can tell how much I value you


I’ve come to realized  it’s really not necessary to be together always;


for you to know how much I care


Even I am afar, I am shouting your name.


Supporting you the way I can.


I know you can do it. I always believed you can.


I adore you and you don’t fail to amaze me.


I am proud of who you are and who you became.


I am contented even I can’t  say you’re mine.


I will always rooting and cheering for you.


Just so you know, I will always be your number one fan.


 

      



  

    

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