“Good things comes to those who wait”
Serendipity- luck that takes the form of finding valuable or pleasant things that are not looked for.
Your birthday is coming up but I wasn’t able to think a meaningful gift that I can give you, so hopefully you will like this since you told me that you like my writings and hoping that someday I will also write something about you.
I actually do not know how I am going to start this and you keep on asking me what I am doing while I am writing this so it’s kinda hard to tell excuses.
An unexpected encounter and “pilit” one. When we started talking to each other, I don’t really have an idea that I will fall for you. As I have told you, I completely closed and locked the door of my heart and barely let anyone be part of my life but I really can’t explain it, I found myself smiling and looking forward to your messages even if it’s just a sentence or two. You make it easy for me to TRUST someone again. You know the pain I’ve been through and I know yours, maybe that’s the biggest connection that we have. You make it easy for me to open my heart again. I know, we only have known each other for just few months but I can really tell that you were different, a SPECIAL ONE. You were the biggest ACCIDENT in my life, that if I will given a chance to repeat, I will do it a million times. I know I am lacking in many aspects but you still accept and LOVE me as I am.
Before, I wrote here that TEARS also tells a thousand words, but with you this TEARS only means HAPPINESS. Thank you for becoming the new meaning of those words. Thank you for allowing me to LOVE you in ways that I can. Thank you for being so understanding. Like a simple facial expression or eye roll you already know what I mean. Thank you for making it easy to communicate with you. Thank you for your sacrifices just to see me and be with me. Thank you for bragging to your friends that you have me. Thank you for always making me a part of your everyday life. Thank you for the encouragements when I needed them. Thank you for making me laugh on silly things. Thank you for introducing me to your passion. Thank you for being with me and keeping up with my “toyo” days. Thank you for giving me another family. Thank you for teaching me how to LIVE again and look forward for the next morning. Thank you for counting down the days that we can be together again. Thank you for making life bearable for me. I thank GOD, and your parents for your LIFE.
Since we have been together, I regain the confidence again that I am worthy to be LOVE, to be taken care of. And I am very happy that we rarely say SORRY which in the past becomes an everyday nightmare for me as those words remind me of how unworthy and lacking I am. I know that we have a long way to go but I will make sure that we will through with it together. As you have always said to me, it is not about YOU or ME, it us about US and with that I am grateful that I am part of your future. Looking forward to more days with you and our future ERENS and SERENITY.
Hope that you like it and I will continue to write more about you. My inspiriration, my safe place, my comfort and my love.
I LOVE YOU!
