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Once, I’ve been loved
It’s been more than a week since my heart broke — not just a simple crack, but a shattering. And each piece still aches with every reminder, every silence, every memory. I loved deeply, truly, and fully. That in itself is both a blessing and a curse. To give everything and be left with nothing feels like the cruelest kind of empty. I keep asking myself: Do I deserve this pain? Did I do something wrong, in this life or another? Why does it feel like the universe is punishing me for loving someone with my whole heart? There are so many “whys” flooding my mind. Questions I may never…
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Welcome
“Life will always give you drizzle of rain, it is just how you are going to enjoy and perceive it. Welcome to my personal blog/diary. This page helps me to express how I am feeling, all the heartbreaks, silent battles and storms that is passing my life. I hope whatever I wrote in here can sometimes help you, the one reading this. Maybe you willl be able to resonate and relate to what I am going through. Join me in this journey of rediscovering myself, loving myself and slowly giving myself the chance to heal…
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My Sunflower 🌻
I am here writing this to you. I am not sure if you will be able to read it or not. But still, I would like to let you know these things for the last time. I am still hurting, I don’t know what else should I do now. I am like a shattered glass, a puzzle with a missing piece. I don’t know how I am going to carry on with my life. I know healing will take time – a really really long time and this add to the relationship trauma that I already had. I am not writing this so you could feel guilt. I just would…
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Should I?
Life is really tough and unpredictable. Another fall back. Another wall that I wasn’t able to climb or break. Should I just accept that in this Journey, I am ALONE, that it is my destiny. Maybe I should get used to it, that in the Middle of nowhere, everyone else is going to left and abandon me. Should I just shut myself up from the world, so I will not feel the PAIN anymore. Should I just accept that no one is going and willing to accept me and my life hurdles. Should I just lower my expectations and hope, so it won’t hurt anymore. Should I put the blame…
