It’s been more than a week now since my heart was shattered, truly loving someone with all you have is a great blessing and a curse. I am often wondering, do I really deserved this pain and disappointments? Did I do something bad in my past life or current life, that’s why the universe is shattering and punishing me. It is not easy to accept things as is. I am always questioning myself, why? I’ve got thousands of whys. I…
“Life will always give you drizzle of rain, it is just how you are going to enjoy and perceive it. Welcome to my personal blog/diary. This page helps me to express how I am feeling, all the heartbreaks, silent battles and storms that is passing my life. I hope whatever I wrote in here can sometimes help you, the one reading this. Maybe you willl be able to resonate and relate to what I am going through. Join me in…
I am here writing this to you. I am not sure if you will be able to read it or not. But still, I would like to let you know these things for the last time. I am still hurting, I don’t know what else should I do now. I am like a shattered glass, a puzzle with a missing piece. I don’t know how I am going to carry on with my life. I know healing will take time…
Life is really tough and unpredictable. Another fall back. Another wall that I wasn’t able to climb or break. Should I just accept that in this Journey, I am ALONE, that it is my destiny. Maybe I should get used to it, that in the Middle of nowhere, everyone else is going to left and abandon me. Should I just shut myself up from the world, so I will not feel the PAIN anymore. Should I just accept that no…