Life is really tough and unpredictable.
Another fall back. Another wall that I wasn’t able to climb or break.
Should I just accept that in this Journey, I am ALONE, that it is my destiny.
Maybe I should get used to it, that in the Middle of nowhere, everyone else is going to left and abandon me.
Should I just shut myself up from the world, so I will not feel the PAIN anymore.
Should I just accept that no one is going and willing to accept me and my life hurdles.
Should I just lower my expectations and hope, so it won’t hurt anymore.
Should I put the blame to the world for throwing me and casting me away?
Should I really, Trust no one…
The things I feared the MOST, happened to me once again.
Maybe the HAPPINESS in this life is not for me.
Maybe, in the next life. I will be happy.