I am here writing this to you. I am not sure if you will be able to read it or not. But still, I would like to let you know these things for the last time.
I am still hurting, I don’t know what else should I do now. I am like a shattered glass, a puzzle with a missing piece. I don’t know how I am going to carry on with my life. I know healing will take time – a really really long time and this add to the relationship trauma that I already had. I am not writing this so you could feel guilt. I just would like to have this chance just to say THANK YOU.
Thank you for the time that you gave me love, when I couldn’t even love myself.
Thank you for making these past years bearable.
Thank you for atleast giving me a chance to felt what was happiness, though it didn’t last but still I am grateful.
Thank you for making few of my dreams come true.
Thank you for giving me an extended family and circle of new people.
Thank you for allowing me to love you.
There were many other small things that I am grateful for to you.
Even our partnership did not last long, I am still thankful to you.
Pain will always haunt me but atleast I have fond and good memories of you.
Thank you for showing me, I can be so much more that I am.
And sorry for everything. Sorry I am not able to wish your happiness right now. But maybe soon, when the scars fade I will be able to. Sorry for deleting all the memories we had, maybe just my coping mechanism.
This is my last letter to you. You are free now. Thank you and I love you.
Your 🌻
