It’s been a while since I last wrote and update this blog and now, I am here as I take this time to reflect on myself. Someone asked me, “why you are not going out?”. And I replied, “because I don’t know; I rather stay at home and sleep.” And then he asked me again, why???. I don’t exactly know how I am going to reply and give him a satisfying answer. It is just really, I prefer to stay…
Though the tears had no healing power, they took off the edge of pain I really don’t know where to start, Tears start to fall when I think of all the years to seconds that we spent together. Tears that reminds me how truly blessed I am Tears that wanted to show how grateful I amTears of happiness,tears of love, tears of regrets These tears that makes my heart stronger. You’re the source of these tears.
“The moment before the sunrise.” As the year ended, I took this time to reflect and sort out my realisations of 2020. The year that taught us lots of things. I started the year full of mixed emotions; excitement, anxiousness, fear, joy and hope. As I tried to looked back on everything that happened to me, I am somehow proud of myself but also feel regretful, as I wish I did better. My journey going here in Malta is really…
Is it really worth it? That is the question I am asking myself nowadays. Nobody knows what is really happening to me or in my mind. Yes, I do have friends and family that I can talk to,but still I am trying to filter out what details I give out. I have lots of worries. I am afraid they would find out what am I really thinking. I am afraid to voice out whats inside of me. I am afraid…